April 6, 2010
april 6, 2010 11:07 a.m. - write for ten

10:56 a.m.

It was late, they were drunk and hungry, and she had the sudden idea to make cheese tortillas for everyone.

“I can walk over to my place in two minutes you guys, seriously.”

No, they said. It’s too late.

There were brief and overlapping discussions about which pizza places might be open at 4 a.m. In the end, it was decided no food purveyors were available, save the steel-plated gyro stand across from the main string of bars downtown.

She darted out the door to the protests of her friends. They realized the beer in her veins made negotiation impossible.

The walk ended up taking more than two minutes, as the police had set up a DUI checkpoint in between the two apartment complexes. She, freshly 21 and still enjoying the novelty of it, breezed through the barricades, shoulders back and head pointed forward. The officers seemed not to notice her precise footsteps.

She retrieved the needed supplied from her refrigerator, using only the dim light inside as guide. Her roommates would not have appreciated the late intrusion.

Once back amongst her friends, she stood at the stove, one hand on her hip, flipping the tortillas with her bare hand as she had watched her grandmother do hundreds of times.

In the morning, the pads of her fingers were red and tender from where they had touched the hot, flat circles of flour.

April 5, 2010
april 5, 2010 10:33 a.m. - write for ten

Haven’t done one of these for a while:

10:21 a.m.

the pain of this, the idea of me leaving, is sharper than the leaving itself will be.

i think of you, at home, scrambling to answer the phone when i call you at my lunch break, a ring of cigarette smoke at your head and our two cats running never-ending circles at your feet.

i’m pretty sure you will survive.

it’s the little things, the nuances of my eventual departure from the life we have built together for the past five years that are the most difficult to think: for example, the extraction of your extensive leonard cohen collection from my beat-up old computer, or the t-shirts i’ve bought you, soon to be more tangible to you than me, folded lonely and clean in the dresser we will no longer share.

10:31 a.m.

(his hand, his smokes & the ashtray i bought him when he moved in.)

January 19, 2010
jan. 19, 2010 9:23 a.m. - Write For 10

9:03 a.m - 9:13 a.m.

this weekend, i met up with old friends at an old haunt.

part of the evening i was on duty, as it were, an expensive camera attached to my right hand. the remainder of the time was mine to reminisce over clinking glasses and amplifier feedback.

a friend recounted a memory he had of me.

timewarp, 2004: a group of us were returning home after the bars closed. in my stupor, (i would never, ever have the courage to act as such without many pitchers of good, black stout) i crawled into another friend’s bed. this particular friend had long weathered repeated and unrequited romantic advances from yours truly. he was - and is - a nice kid, too nice to tell me to lay off.

as we were falling asleep, i was whispering a string of praises to him. the apartment was a studio, without the (blessed) interference of walls and doorways. evidentaly, what i was saying could be heard clear across the room.

i said, in what i’m sure i thought effectively encapsulated my affection for this person; “have you seen the way the light moves through you?”

he, in response, “no, i don’t think i’ve ever seen that movie.”

those listening that night managed not to laugh.

hearing this story re-told friday, i managed not beat myself up too much about my obvious, and for the most part, now exorcised naivete.

January 12, 2010
jan. 12, 2010 9:07 a.m.

(My first in what I hope to be many Write for Ten exercises.)

8:57 a.m. - 9:07 a.m.

it’s been snowing for days on end, now. any shared joy in the right to complain has been crushed by the sheer breadth of this particular cold snap, stretching from the eastern seaboard right on down to louisiana and florida.

in my home state, the heart of it all, don’t you know, resilience to the cold is bred into the people the same way melanin levels protect the dusky skin of lovely, lucky Equator-dwelling populations. last night, while smoking a cigarette under a starless black sky, the kind that bounces the chill right back into your bones, i saw a young man bundled into a wool peacoat, thick scarf wound twice around his neck, trudging through the snow in madras plaid shorts, green and pink.

that’s ohioans for you.

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